Monday, March 16, 2009

Moved on the LiveJournal. Finally. Cheers to me! :]

oh-phweee.livejournal.com

See ya there. ^_^

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Tired.

Its a boring holiday. Once again.
Mother and sister hogging onto the computer/ laptop.

I'm seriously considering on LiveJournal.
Prolly be posting with it on my next post.

Can't believe Wenmin pang-sehed me.
Stupid girl. and now I have to endure through the tiresome dinner with my mother's friend and company while I could have had dinner outside and go home late. So annoying.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Dumb.

I actually wanted to post in Chinese but I realised that it would take me till 11 to finish an entire post in Chinese. Just really miss Chinese lessons with Jiang Bei.
I so agree with Zhiyi. Not that LLQ is not good or anything but Jiang Bei have the THING in her which makes me feel my passion for Chinese. Even listening to her talk, there is this super obvious difference between her and LLQ. :(
While Yanyan and fellow 3D friends curse her like mad about her kp-ings, I really miss her alot.
My Chinese sucks. FARK.

Therefore, my L1R5 is like:( :* :@ :S.
I HATE SAMUEL. Asshole. Total slacking genius.
On the other hand, I LOVE MANDY CHNG without the E. <3
She diffused her brain cells, namely Amath brain cells, into my brain just in one phone call.
Even Weiqi qas shocked by my sudden intelligence. Okay luh, though I'm still not that good, but at least I can understand SOME things.
But all in all, I would really like to be in 3D. Not that i don't like 3G, but I find that I can talk to 3D people better and laugh more. 3D jokes are dumb and funny.
Blah, I'm talking crap.

Once again, I love JUNEYEO!
Group7 disbanded themselves within themselves. (that's US!)
She made Weiqi, Leslie, Xiongzhi and Glen's group to split. :):):)
WEIQI AND LESLIE WILL DIE OF LAUGHTER AND SABO IN GROUP7! muahaha.

to be continued..... (nagnagnag)

Sunday, March 8, 2009















WHOO! Polariods are prrrrrrrrrrretty.












HTC Dream. chiochiochiochio!














PEACE OUT!














Eh, its name is feathers something.










RED indian!










Beads and Mandy's dad's studded braclet!




Tutor didn't come again!!! :(
At least the relief teacher today wasn't as irritating and slackish and boring as the last one.
She was more of.... aggressive.
Loud and soft tones in her speech. With a heavy accent.
Spanish accent if I got it right. I don't know if its her accent or her short tougue.
I'm slacking.
Shit.
Talking to Dave is fun. It's been a long time.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

so irritating.

Class BBQ. I don't know how to describe it. It wasn't really the most fun/enjoyable BBQ I had but it wasn't really that bad.

Only my parents can make me cry. It is proven.
Just one phrase from them to irritate me can make me blast.
Others suan me like siao also not so bad.
It's damn irritating luh. Can't stand it. Kaopeh.

Was really sad on Thursday. I wanted to hide myself under a pillow a suffocate to death.
Can't believe I failed Elit so badly. Praying very hard not to fail. Plzplzplzplzplz.
Then June Yeo calls me out to collect my paper and kaopeh about not writing my full name etc.
Damn.
So far my record is like this.
Amath: 7/25 I don't care actually.
Elit: 9/25 _l_
Emath: 10/20 shocked
English: 10/20 shocked. In a good way. But I lost the Sakae treat from Fann.
Geog: 13/25 :'(
Chinese: (28/50)*2 :@

Shiats manzxzxzx. Damn !!!!!!
I was sad/ disappointed/ ashamed etc. But no emo-ish or crying feeling.
I don't understand people who cry for their results. Out of sorrow.
I'm prolly immune to the disappointment already. I suck.
Didn't bother to listen during Amath afterwards. I really give up on Amath.
Tears behind the eyeball. blah. I couldn't make myself cry even if I had to. I care too much about my face. Not that I'm glam all the time or somthing.

CCA was er, I forgot.

Friday was slack. Went to school late and took my excuse slip from Rachel.
Physics was slack. Mr Tan didn't come.
Chinese was only Yi Lun Wen.
Then recess. Then English debate. Me and Shuqi left right after the briefing.
Rehersal at Republic Poly Theater.
Their Theater is better than Singapore Conference Hall.
Their Canteen is nicer than the one in the airport.
Their shops are nicer than shops in Tampines Mart.
Their location is even more ulu than AHS.

Today was supposedly fun. I don't know why I'm sad now.
Met Zhiyi at Pasir ris MRT at 4 along with Zhiyan.
Zhimin was late. He was at home playing com while we waited like siao at the MRT station.
Zhiyan had Mac and I had half a Mcflurry she bought for me and Zhiyi.
Then we went to buy drinks and went to Pasir ris park.
I deleted all my laughing parts. Totally irrelevant and random.
To the pit. Damn far. Irritating people. Organisers, namely Fann, sucks.
Don't have anything.

Start fire. Cook. Eat. Cook. Eat. Eat. Eat. Eat. Talk. Talk. Talk. Talk. Cook. Talk. Talk. Eat. Eat. Eat. Eat. Talk. Talk. Talk. Talk. Bullshit. Talk. Talk. Go toilet. Take photo. Go home.

Pissed. Maybe just that I was tired. I don't know lah.
Feel so weird and out. ZZZ.
Screamed at my dad. Shit.


I. AM. SUCH. AN. ASS.



Stupidity in me is so obvious.
Don't know what to say. Really isn't mood swing. Can't be.
I regret so many things I have done and not done.

Whatever I said or did, I feel like a robot.
Akwardly moving from place to place. Not knowing what to do.
Then make a fool of myself when things go wrong. Pretend to be alright.
Make myself do things I don't want to. Think that its okay, that whatever has happened is okay and that it is what I want.

In fact, it IS what I want. Only that it was what I thought would be the best.
Keeping it to myself and not letting anyone know. Let them think that it is what I am.
Or rather, no one is looking. I'm the one who is looking and so self-conciously twisted whatever I wanted to. Not facing my true feelings was one and forcing myself to do things was two.

Emo-ing is good in my opinion. Only if it is for someone you care for.
Emo-ing about dumb things is wrong and annoying. The worse thing is that no one cares.
What I want is to stop all this. Or not. I can't even decide what I want.
I don't want to regret. This is shit.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I didn't know what I was doing yesterday.
But I told myself to spend my time wisely on the next day (today).
It seems to me that procrastination has really gotten into me.
It was never a problem for me to do my homework. :(

Monday was a sad day. I failed Amath. Inevitably.
Stephiane forced me to eat recess.
Spirits were lifted due to the carbs.
CCA ended super duper early.
Me and Wenmin went to CS to buy my grey headband.
Very contented with it and went home happy.
It was Physics common test on tuesday but I was doing my English debate speech, so I didn't study for Physics at all. Rachel is good. JIAYOU MANZX~!

Tuesday's Physics common test made me feel so guilty.
I have a bad feeling. A really bad one.
I think I'm going to get 20/35. Shiats.
English debate. We were the first team and I was the only one with a speech prepared.
Glen and Ping Shuang were damn zai. We owned Leslie's ass! (I'm so crude!)
Ponned Pe again. I guess Lin jiaolian was kinda pissed with us cause 10 people ponned from 3G and are the usual ponners. Can't blame me for it, I want to have Pe, but I can't help it. Would anyone like to transplant their knee for me?
Talked alot.

We had the DISC thing at the AVT. I have no personality!!! (NO!!!)
My third graph didn't have any readings at all. Previous 2 were S&C.
Imma peacemaker! Results for quiet and reserved people. LIKE ME! (I hope...)
Went home with Zhiyan. We waited outside the Dog's house for Cheryl.
Super hyped. Laughed non-stop and snorted!
FUNNY! WHATEVER! Zhiyan have such impersonations recorded in her phone when she have a live one beside her. (Cheryl)
OHOH! she told me about Yanyan's grades. I think I will cry if I get her grades. Like seriously.

Till now, I'm very disappointed with me Geog grades.
Like that one and only test for 100% of CA1. Great manzx. I just passed.
I don't think Lit+SS would be any better. Ka-pa-BOOM for my L1R5.
And Chinese. Great manzx. 28/50 for both test. Yipee for me.
I'm freaking sad about that. Chinese. The one and only subject I can own Dave and Rex.
T.T

Today was sleepy day. Woke up like super late and chionged downstairs.
Slept throughout the whole before school time in class.
Ate alot during recess and almost fell asleep during Amath. I can't help it.
Physics lab was fun. Stupid table one people were swoping their lousy lab apparatus with people again. -.- scammers.
Claudia is noisy.
Assembly in tower hall. Siow Miow You/Yu challenge. OMG! Dave so cute. LOL
I remember last year. SO hilarious. Nicholas and Renee helped ALOT.
3D got 2nd. Mandy:"It's actually fun to win WITHOUT cheating. xD"

Went home a slack.

BYEZ. Its actually 7.41pm now.



夜访吸血鬼 --- 五月天

满怀忧伤却留不出泪,极度的疲惫却不能入睡



咬字 --- 何维健

Monday, March 2, 2009

The post of the day.

Kiasuism. The word of the day.
Amath. The climax of the day.
Food. The topic of the day.
Emo. The mood of the day.

It was Weekiat and Elton's birthday yesterday. Happy Birthday people.

My macaroni for dinner was kind of a flop. My father stole the skin peeler so i had to peel the skin of potato and carrot with a knife. zzz. Soup was plain water tasted. Macaroni was over cooked. and OHSHIT, the water overflowed from the wok to the stove. Great. I need to clean up.

I want Woonkee back. She met Boon in her hotel suite in NY.

Rachel did a really good job. Got in campus again. I guess she'll win the competition.
Auston/ Weihuat were jumping on their seats.
My sister was screaming when Rachel hugged Derrick Ho aka the mole guy.
I chiong-ed SS last night for nothing. I feel so cheated.



Say Hi you dummy. Is it that difficult? Maybe it is.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Laziness.
Procrastination.
Lost.
Undaunted.
Madness.
Desperation.
Disappointment.
Disintergreation.


Hecktic weekend. Progressing from stage 5-6.
I need to find myself back.

Friday, February 27, 2009

The night to remember.













We are the champions.














It's for Eugene, and height difference. :(














WHOO! Sheila's most generous best friend.














The three siaozx. (yes, I tiptoed)














ME: Go away, my bangs are screwed/ unglam.
SHEILA: Kiss me! >.<













SHEILA: You can't see me.
ELAINE: I'm so glam.














The peak of hyperactivity.














Candid.














WHOO! HI!















He's dao-ing.



Band concert. There's another photo. THE photo for me and me only :)
With me deary Yanyan inside and someone else......

Tired. Shall recount the week when I'm free.
(I like having milk for breakfast. Warm milk.)