yoZ! im like....
idk what am i feeling even.
i just know that i suck.
i do.

people. sabre dance rocks.
its stuck in my head.
me and wenmin was singing the song together on the way to tm.
spastic manzxzx.
but it was fun.
we went to tm to walkwalk.
all wenmin's idea.
cause she wanted to meet SENGAIK at tm.
the basketball guys were there to eat sakae sushi n watch L:change the world.
she lah.
in the end we just walked around the whole mall n ate bread n go hme.
fun huh?

actually wenmin inssited that it was not because of sengaik that she want to go.
but at the end she said that it is.
anyway its complicated.
we promised to tell each other's sercrets.
we saw the basketball guys at tm.
and wenmin just borrowed 1obucks from sengaik then we went our own ways.

SEAN HUI ZHAO LUN, IM SO GOING TO SUAN YOU AFTER U COME BACK FROM CAMP I TELL YOU. YOU HAVE BAD FRIENDS.
-EVIL LAUGHTERS-


我想要说
我想要说~
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟
又没有发现我倔强里的温柔
怎么劝我放手 在这一切之后

im just a sucker.

cause im stupid.
&& that i suck.

i noe that i do.

weiqi birthday on tuesday.
fun?
idk, lotsa things happened. we found out about their darkest secrets.
people changed. alot.
or i should say they were already like that only that i didnt notice.
its getting really irritating.
i never thought that i would get angry at her.
i know i have a bad temper.
thats why i suck.

no 1 to watch L with.
-.-
maybe on next wed.
one day before china.
how cool is that. and only me n wenmin. again
tts even cooler.
i guess i wont get to watch it after all.


please dont blame me of dao~ing you or what so ever
cause i dont blame you for your busy schedule or your passion for studying
if both of us cant make it.
then forget it.

the word 'unreasonable' is not in your dictionary.
ive got the message clear.
sorry that i took such a long time to understand this.

you are ignorant.
but thst's a good thing. at least you dont blame people.
you are really cute. funny. forgiving(?)
anyway you are the only one left.

i know that u have to adapt to the surrondings.
thats why i find them unreasonable.


i still suck.

hey yos.
blogging again.
me n wenmin talked sooo much today during CCA dazu.
talktalktalk.
haha
abt lotsalotsa things.
sengaik, some1 and sean.
she say she cnt stand the zharbo.

tskTSK wenmin. u must REN!
or else ppl will backstabb u.

den i went to tm n cs with her to get claudia's mum's bdae prezzie.
n we saw senaik thr.
n i saw. zhengyang, nini, zann.
lalala

ehhs. 2G take photo lehhs.
the class blog look so...

i passed my hist overall.
but isnt really very gd lah since i noe the ans.
i gt 19/30 for the retest.
ok lah i pass for the overall cn liao.

im so envious of the zharbo lahh.
stupidstupidstupid.
gahhh.
gt dnt to do.
lalala. gt dnt test. yesyes.


CLASS BLOG! YAY.
IM SOO LAG. DIN EVEN NOE TT THR'S A CLASS BLOG.
2GAY-OHH8.BS.COM ((:




YAY.
i feel so dumb.

YOZXZX!
this is gna be a short post.

today hist retest!
YAY MANZXZXZX!
last test this wk.
n the qns r the ones zhisen n zhiyi told me!
haha.
shhshhh. dunt tell anyone.
hehe

gt 6 tests this wk.
including retests.
gahh.
din mug much for chi. n i regret cn.
boohooo.
sci is like crap.
i dropped so damn freakin lot.

BOOHOO!
im so sad manzxzxzx!

im going china ppl!
ohh yeah.
shanghai/hangzhou/suzhou.
we rock. with 2E cause we r gg the same places.
yay!. n beijing ppl hav to transit. n hav to take CHINA AIRLINE.
HAHAH U!

i realise its not short at all.
but anyway.
wadever.
muahahaha!

i didnt go sch today.

that makes 2 days without sch.

Plus, the weekends, that makes it 5 days.

yesterday was valentines day, and i missed my english recount test.

my blog is seriously rotting.
anw.
tmr'valentines day.
WOOHOO
n im sick today.
fever with a rollercoaster temperature.

TO ALL MY DEAR VALENTINES,
PLS DUNT BUY ANY CHOCOLATES.
CAUSE IM NT GOING TO SCH TMR
NOR AM I ABLE TO EAT THE CHOCOLATES.

i feel so stupid.
the doc said that i may hav
OSA obstructive sleeping apnoea
ive googled abt it.
n thr's ew-ish pictures on it.
it says tt it will affect the patient's IQ n growth.
which explains my bad memory n my height.

holycrap.
ive missed hist retest today.
n im gna miss dnt tmr.
!@#$%^&*
wadever.

somtimes i really think tt im dumb.
sometimes nt.
contridicting
ive failed hist, maths and chi tests.
only passed el test by ABIT.
n another maths test. cause its easy.

anw, once again,
HAPPY VALENTINES PPL.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH GARY.
I LIKED THE EYE VERY MUCH.
IF IT IS BLUEBLACK BY TOMMOROW, U R DEAD.

gary hit my eye!
well yes on accident.
bt its still pain ok.
super swollen at first, then it was ok.
gosh, hope it wont turn into a blueblack.

chinese and maths test.
but i didnt study for either of it.
yesyes.
i think i failed my chinese.
my math was ok.
but i think i lost 6 marks already.
WOOHOO!

chinese new year coming.
it will come and go.
and the homework will start piling up.
i just hope it would be enough for me to handle.
thats all i want to say.

chinese new year.
esps?
i dont really feel like going back though.
cause we will go there.
if we can get in we say HI.
irritated soksun for awhile and go TM.
yes.
thats like so troublesem?
the worse thing is when we cant even get in.
WTH.

i hope chinese new year just pass by quickly.
i want my normal life back.
im sure there would be lotsa homework after the long holiday.

indeed. i srewed my test.
failed it. F9
*applause*
yes din do last 3 qns. FORGOTok.
lost 10marks bcoz of tt.
damn sad.

found out tt ive got lotsa things to tell the gals.
havent talk to them for a longlonglong time.
esp. steph n chelseaYEO.
n y?
cause ive been talking to wenmin for the whole time during prac today and was STILL not done talking.
LALALA.

grats jeelee.
class 2C got the 1st in class deco.
she got the 1st for the chun lian thingy.
im feeling so zibei.
nvr ever once felt better.
always inferior.
dunno y. ive been chionging hw.
like the whole week.
i dunno lar. tried to sleep late.
still had to chiong.
n i dunt watch tv.
only ok just nw.
i dunno lar.

i heard tt the sec2s on lower sec block will hav to change classroom with sec2s on snr block sometime in the year.
i wonder if tts a gd thing or bad thing.
bad thing tt its way up thr n far frm canteen.
gd thing?
im still considering wether if its a gd thing.
well i dunt think its gd.
well casue they always say we hav to go up find them cause they are up thr. ltr hav to go bak up very troublsem.
actually i dunt get the concept lar.
bt nvm.
so if we go up they cme find us?
i dunno lar.
but i hav a feeling tt its impossible.

i finally felt tt my classmates r cute.
excluding maoren n kianleong.
sry no offence bt this is wad i feel.
as in not fromt he outside like hw they loook and stuff.
bt their character.
yes the guys r noisy sick n gay .
bt is thr any guy tts nt like tt in this age?
i doubt so.

CNY cming.
im gonna die of boredom.