hellohellos
its been a long time since i last blogged.
longlong time
lots of things happened.

im finding it hard to keep my unusual temper.
its like i suddenly blow up for either no reason or minor reasons.
its so minor that i could have laugh at it if it happened to me merely 2 months back.
and once i blow up, i dont know what to do.
i just dont get it, i dont get why i get angry just like that.
its just isnt logical.
i dont get it.

ive finally got over the emotional downfall(?) during the holidays and now i get this crap.
negative/ contradicting thoughts fill my mind.
i cant stop.
im reading this book called "the nature of jade"
its about a girl with panic disorder and a love for elephants.
she even have a webcam with full view of the elephants from the nearby zoo on her computer.
one day she sees a boy with a redjacket and a baby from the webcam and falls in love with him.
"its like desert girl falling in love with sea boy. althought we cant see each other, we know that there is a connection between the both of us."
the story talks about her dealing with her family, medical, freinds and love problems.
its cool.

bbq was only 15 people of the class.
but was cool. finally got nice bbq food.
thanks annabella and dave. maybe hongming too:]

first day of school. attire check. nevermind about that.
but i got caught for not tucking in my shirt?!
thats kind of weird cause apparently i did.
i was super afriad that she will catch my short skirt which was altered wrongly.
haiyo. i like ms nisrin's story/ debate thingo.
its fun.

im trying to prepare for show and share.
im trying.
i havent done my zuowen, actually half done.
going bugis with dear cuz tommorrow.
havent study or anything
shit. ive been reading the boook the whole day.
i love 10.30am mornings.