seriously, why go for a 2year bgr instead of (maybe) a 10 year friendship?

okay, im an extremist. but whatever.
relationships are a big nono to me. for now.
i guess the person who can change my mindset and touch me would really be the one.
hahas. it feels so weird talking about stuff like this.
cause i see LOTSA people in love and outta love again so frequently and i ask myself, why?
tooo me its seriously no point. im kinda coldblooded. i admit it.


i watch hana kimi last episode just now and i almost cried.
leaving is just so hard. hais... makes me think about my own past.
primary school was once.
beijing was once.
next would be secondary school.


i was stoning through the day and managed to finish my tution homework plus some chinese stuff.
i was thinking. (again)
im such a loner
孤单，是一个人的狂欢。狂欢，是一群人的孤单。《叶子》阿桑
its from a chinese song. duh! i really makes alot of sense.
i was thinking about myself and how i treat people. some kind of self-examination(?)
CONCLUTION: im self centered at times, 做事不经过大脑/想太多, i let my mood take control of everything i do. sulking scares people off. i know that. thanks to amirah. she thought that i was very scary cause i was always sulking. that was during P6. it still happens.


the day went by and i felt that life is so aimless.
whatever.




picture(s) as promised.













































































(oh yes and new songzxzx. elliot yamin: wait for you.)

I WANT TO WATCH CAMP ROCK!
it looks cooler tham hsm.
grr..... i dont have disney.

cca today.
watched the AHS vs EAST VIEW match.
first time watching AHS playing. hahas.
its was kinda boring.
EV no.7 looks like junwei.
i was asking wenmin. hey, basket ball match got how many quaters ar?
1/4 * 4 = 1 o.o
my math sucks. hahahas.

gosh. everytime during the week ive got alot of things in my head that i want to post about. but when i sit in front of the comptuer, i just cant find anything to talk about. o.o

im on NANA book 8. actually finiahed it already.
mandy passed me the book witht the plastic cover on. she called me to remove it myself.
im reading nana, so is christabel. rachel's on deathnote. christabel is on oruan high host club too.
annabella's on hellgirl and life.
woah! the manga virus. ahah.

lets see, i havent got the pictures from sheila yet.
i'll post it when i get them.

ACC! pleasezxzx people. tyvm.

i was tired thorugh the whole week and yawning through jiangbei's lessons.
today was the only day that was better.
ms nisrin is sick.

YAY! my cream puffs were chiozxzx! chio creamless cream puffs.
hmmmm...... i saw weekiat today too. haha.
no.13. tsk, u da-er.
tsktsktsk.
ESSS basketball jersey is gay. black, red, white.
AHS is nicer. green, white. :]

i shall stop here. have alot of tests on the upcoming week and the week after. and have to do art/homec/chinese.
im guai. :D



(wenmin, u dont have to say that im the guaikia type of chio. i know im not chiozxzx.)

show&share was cool! i tell you.
i went out to do my 6lined acting and was telling samuel that i felt like an idiot.
o.o haha. but the whole experience was fun.
it wasnt as screwed as i thought i would be.
du shu hui after that.
it was cool too.
i was like shouting to shiyin(MC) there.
tianjiao was doing last minute script writing but she and the other girl rocked the speech.
only very few classes presented.
whatever. but me and gary presented too.
laughing at gary. muahahah.
2G and 2F got the prize thing. and i got a stapeler which i gave to my sister.
ahah!

POO is buttock vomit! haha. i saw this on someone's blog.
i cant stop thinking about you. :] but its all better now.

haha. show and share is screwed.
napfa tommorrow too.
eeyer.
and that stupid yanjiang/du shu hui thingo.
still dont know what to say.
....

groggy/irritated/annoyed/sleepy feelings in school the whole day.

im posting in another post(?) cause its 2 seperate things.
tution tommorrow nad i rushed my compo before heading out today.
thank god i finished it.

my cute little baby sister was late home today from here NBC + dinner with bandmates and we couldnt contact her.
i was thinking: GOD! starhub really does suck.
totally couldnt contact with her.
my parents got paranoid and stuff which made me anxious too.
haha. but she came home at 8.30. apperantly her phone battery was flat and so was her bandmates' phone.
so she couldnt contact us.
i think called like 30x and my mum called like 20x
all it was was: starhub is unable to contact with the user. please call back later.
something like that.

happy birthday sheila wee! SWXR :]

sheila's birthday today and went out for a movie with her and syifa.
long time since i met up with syifa.
elaine/weishan/spencer/munmun/keith couldnt come. :(
i reached there at like 1.25pm and sheila called me to run to cs cause the movie starts at 1.30
i didnt even know what movie we were watching.
i reached there and they said that we are watching hellboy2 and i was like okayy...
movie started and all.
(in my mind: who is hellboy?)
i didnt catch hellboy1 but i could understand the movie in all.
it was okay. sheila was like: its so sweet!
im like: ? wadever.

mac @CPF building.
ohh yes. did i mention? the popcorn was sweet. like very sweet. and syifa has eating disorder :]
they were like sticking to each other (popcorn i mean)
i was like sucking one of the rock sugar(?) from the popcorn and sheila was biting it.

right mac was sheila taking uber long time to finish her mcspicy and random convers.
sheila loves to blabber. hahas.
convers with uneasy pauses in between.
talked quite alot.
we were trying very hard to take a good picture but it was somehow impossible hahas.

maybe going mug hang out with them on thursday again.

yesterday was another 2G'o8 bbq.
ahah. its sooo funny.
i met with zhiyi at tamp mall.
took mrt/bus there. reached pasir ris park and tried looking for the pit and saw ken.
ken, samuel and angeline were together.
they were carrying the food and 10bottles of 1.5l drinks.
lawl. they took taxi there and the uncle dropped them at one end of the park when the pit was at the other end.
reached the pit and yanmin and hongming were there.
follwed by khanliang with elton and zhisen.
rented bikes and it started to drizzle.
lalala.

stupid ken/zhisen/woonkee.
scam me. o.o
ms haryati and ms nisrin came at 7+.
me and woonkee went to ehub for extra food and charcoal.
ken/hongming/kianleong went to play arcade o.o
we lost the reciept for the bike rental and the aunty give black face/nagnag.
auston/kianleong/nicholas/eunice/cornelia/olivia came afterwards.
cornelia/eunice were sexy. :]

true or dare/gambled poker after finishing the food.
funfun. went home when the guys went to arcade again.
the whole bbq was fun.
noisy zhisen did the flamethrower act with his deoderant and lighter.
samuel had his own versoin with the matchsticks.
cool. :D

woonkee has 1mth left in singapore.
gahhh. gonna miss her. hahas.

andand fyi, gary's china partner has coolzxzxzxzx hair.
and rachel's china partner is chiozxzxzxzx.



(samuel said that he blew the harmoc until he want to faint/ was dizzy O:)

miniphone is coolzxzx.
wesley that guaikai studystudystudy until fainted.
he siao lor. so sick already still study. somemore study till fainted.
o.o haiyo. still in hospital.

samuel in HO now.
yay! haha. maybe joining octave or yigao.
hahahah. he FINALLY got cca.

lalala. caligraphy today. funfun.
that sarah and zhiyi ar, lesson time also can talk about guys. haiyo.
tsktsktsk.

newgen phone is cool i tell you.

there was show and share today.
2A and 2B.
grrr.. so scary lah. idk how wil ours be.
i hope the audience wont bore off.
god. and im like the stepmother. o.o
rehersals on next tuesday after school, wednesday sel and thursday before school.
yes. 2G jiayou.

saturday's bbq. please make it possible.
for angeline.

佐贺的超级阿嬷 on thursday.
i guess i failed the previous test. o.o
10 marks question i write 3 lines. yay.

phone screwed.
back to newgen. like wth.
gotta live with it.
await my new phone.
tsk.

im trying to reach my goals.
the goals i set for myself.
the goals that seems so wonderful and fufilling.
just thinking of it.
but its impossible to reach it.
i admire at those who achieved it, and laugh at myself.
laughing cause i cant achieve it, at the efforts i put into it.
stupid niiave thinking.
i tried to put in effort in everything i do, but the result is the same.
no matter what i do, its the same.
i try very hard. very very hard.
but its all in vain.



it ell myself what is right.
like what a councilor will tell you.
all the correct answers/ moves you should take.
my mind tells me to go in that direction.
but my heart tells me to go in the other direction.
i feel empty.
not the type that makes you feel like a hole big portion is missing.
but those with little but many holes.
the feeling isnt intense. but its lingers in your heart.
it feels numb. it numbs your whole body, mind.



i try to keep a smile on.
its working. but when im alone.
the feeling comes back.
no one seems to know. im good at acting am i?

hellohellos
its been a long time since i last blogged.
longlong time
lots of things happened.

im finding it hard to keep my unusual temper.
its like i suddenly blow up for either no reason or minor reasons.
its so minor that i could have laugh at it if it happened to me merely 2 months back.
and once i blow up, i dont know what to do.
i just dont get it, i dont get why i get angry just like that.
its just isnt logical.
i dont get it.

ive finally got over the emotional downfall(?) during the holidays and now i get this crap.
negative/ contradicting thoughts fill my mind.
i cant stop.
im reading this book called "the nature of jade"
its about a girl with panic disorder and a love for elephants.
she even have a webcam with full view of the elephants from the nearby zoo on her computer.
one day she sees a boy with a redjacket and a baby from the webcam and falls in love with him.
"its like desert girl falling in love with sea boy. althought we cant see each other, we know that there is a connection between the both of us."
the story talks about her dealing with her family, medical, freinds and love problems.
its cool.

bbq was only 15 people of the class.
but was cool. finally got nice bbq food.
thanks annabella and dave. maybe hongming too:]

first day of school. attire check. nevermind about that.
but i got caught for not tucking in my shirt?!
thats kind of weird cause apparently i did.
i was super afriad that she will catch my short skirt which was altered wrongly.
haiyo. i like ms nisrin's story/ debate thingo.
its fun.

im trying to prepare for show and share.
im trying.
i havent done my zuowen, actually half done.
going bugis with dear cuz tommorrow.
havent study or anything
shit. ive been reading the boook the whole day.
i love 10.30am mornings.

bbq tommorow.
finally a 2G outing.
cca from 9 to 3 or 4.
shitzx.
i reallyreally hope that jiaolian wont come or i'll be bored to death.
and idk how am i going to wake up tommorrow anyway.
heyhey, i was a good girl who tried to do her homework but my pen all no ink.
haas! i cant do anyhome work with pens rights? muahaha.

monday and tuesday were tv and computer dayz.
papa finally come back today and he's not going back anymore.
idk whether its a yay or boo.
hahas.
i think tommorrow i'll have papa to send me to ecp.
idk how to go and i dont want to waste money on cabbing.

my hair is short.
i mean my fringe.
its kinda weird. boo.
well i hope we can at least set up the fire quickly tommorrow.
last year 1L'o7 bbq was eating beehoon with sataystick and waiting for like 3hours for the fire to start.
i hope it will be sucessful. or eveyone would be going to marine parade to eat. XD

tatas~ have a good day.

Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people (with blogs) to do it. Do not read the question first, name the people first.-
1. wenmin xd
2. yanyan
3. zhiyi
4. hazelCHEONG
5. shiyin
6. jeelee
7. stephaine
8. weiqi
9. chelseaCHIN
10. chelseaYEO
11. shayting
12. simone
13. sheila
14. weishan
15. elaine
16. spencer
17. donavan
18. keith
19. daniel
20. amirah

How did you met 14? WEISHAN
eastspringprimaryschool. 5B'o5. 6B'o6.

What will you do if you never met 1? WENMIN
i'll lose a secret sharer. and a bestaye.

Will 6 and 17 date? JEELEE&DONAVAN
they dont even know each other.

Describe 3? ZHIYI
never look at things on the outside. she's not what you think she is.

Is 8 attractive? WEIQI
im sure he is to no.7 :]

Describe 7? STEPHAINE
she's weiqi. and whinney, rollercoaster emotions and loud. :]
but i guess she's still quite a good friend.

Do you know any of 12 family members? SIMONE
sure. i know her whole family.

What language does 15 speaks? ELAINE
english, chinese and somehow french. she's a smarty lilgirl who had thridlang.

Who is 9 going out with? chelseaCHIN
seanhui says he is. XD

How old is 16? SPENCER
14 years old. yesterday was his birthday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SPENCER!

When was the last time you spoke to 13? SHEILA
let me see. hmm.... the last th gang outing. its been long.

Who is 20 favourite singer/band? AMIRAH
i have no idea. O:

Have you ever dated 4? hazelCHEONG
nope. sexy long legs is wanted.

Would you ever date 1? WENMIN
yeah. lets go dating at tm again. XD

Is 19 single? DANIEL
hmm... he have BOYfriends.

What's 10 last name? chelseaYEO
chenxi. chelxiyeozzzzzzz!

Would you ever be in relationship with 11? SHAYTING
O.O im no lesbian.

What is the school of 3? ZHIYI
AHS

Where does 6 lives? JEELEE
Tampines.

What's your favourite thing about 5? SHIYIN
she's ohhso hyper and loud.

Have you ever seen 2 naked? YANYAN
no way. tsk.

Five people to do it:
1. yanyan
2. sheila
3. syifa
4. munmun
5. sophia

wenmin's quizzzzz.

Your birthday means that you are an early morning person.
You like water and water sports, and your best colors are blue and gray. You are artistic and love to express yourself in many different ways. While you tend to be more of an introverted person, that does not mean you sit at home. On the contrary, you have the best ideas when it comes to going places and finding things to do. You are very innovative and excel at creativity.

okay.. its soo not true
but yes. i love to express myself in many different ways.
haahs
im talking to random people.
people. i havent talked to in a longlong time
and sometimes, its not good being TV QUEEN cause there's nothing to watch now.
._.

lalala.

CALL ME THE TV QUEEN. tyty:]

hellohellos.
slept at 11.30 last night and woke up 12hrs later.
went out with wenmin and isabel (wenmin's friend) on monday.
testerday was tv day.
i finally finished my jian bao.
honey clover episode 15:]
wenmin asked for shows last night.
hence, ive decided to write down all the show sive watched.
wenmin, here's your list:]

wait, i've realised.
i can never write them all out.
since i was primary 1:]
i rmb my first taiwan drama was a MVP 情人 or 流星花园.
first korean drama was 爱上女主播.
therefore, i cant really name them all out.
hmm...okay, for wenmin's sake, i shall write those nicer ones

#1. attack no.1 [jap]
#2. hanayori dango 1&2 [jap]
#3. hana kimi [jap & taiwan]
#4. 1 litre of tears [jap]
#5. sky of love [jap]
#6. ISWAK 1&2 [anime & taiwan]
#7. tokoyo friends [jap]
#8. 恋爱女王 [taiwan]
#9. 天国的树 [korean]
#10. ive got countless korean shows :] about 30+
#11. ive got countless taiwan shows too! xD about at least 25 :]

yay! above mentioned shows are recommended
yay! call me the tv queen.

hellohellos.
pasir ris park on friday with mama and sister.
first time cycling with mama.
haha
went to white sands for dinner and saw ms ng there.
long timeno see.
i guess since last year's teacher's day.

saturday was stoning at home and dinner with mum's friend at home.
o.o
it was a o.o
but at least i had good food once in awhile during such dinners :]

today was tution till 3.
woke up at 10.30 when tution starts at 11.
haha me.

new show.
honey and clover anime.
angeline's watching the taiwan version which i detest cause its on youtube my dear.
youtube's a tsk.
and hana kimi jap version on tv.
56 every saturday:]

according to dave: im sianzz
(bored= nothing to do
sianzz= bored by the thing you are doing)
yesyes. by the shows.
but ive got nothing to do.
and dont want to do hw.
plszxzx. its the hols.
and just when im typing the word "hw", mama asks "are you doing any hw?"
o.o
im having random conversations
yay.

zhongjin's doggy pic




trees



shoes




hihi!

i took this when i was going down the slope.




horse stable





heart shaped clouds



the trio




yay!




who live's in a coconut under the tree?




she's trying to ride the bike. and she did it.
congrats! its the first time she has rode a bike in her life.





hellohellos

angeline screams




nopenope. its no yellow big bird




zhiyizhiyi




DJ!!!!




woonkee :]




supsup saric! C:

downtown east. sister's bbq.

weiqi's house yesterday.
with steph there.
about 30minutes to 1hour at elias mall badminton court.
with weiqi's other 2 friends.
i couldnt really make up my mind to go or not. but i still went in the end.
hmm... i guess we should really meet up together more.

tm today with mama.
swensens after longlong time.
fish and chips as always.
the whole day was a blur for me. haiyoyo, i thought that i went to swensens yesterday while stoning just now.
and im eating alot.
tsktsk, alotalotalotalotalot manzxzxzx.
im fat.
o.o

You are a White Chocolate
You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent. Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you. You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!

my chocolate test results.
hah. acutally i prefer dark chocolate to white ones.
white ones are.. too sweet.
but hershy's white chocolates are nice treats once in awhile.

talkinga bout chocolates, i think of the chocolate cake my sister had on sunday.
it was supposed to be her birthday celebration.
her birthday was on 20th but celebrated on sunday.
i bought her a mug. lol.
i gave my mum a mug on mother's day too.
yesyes, the cake.
gosh, coffee bean.
its a star shaped one, with roses made of pure white/ dark chocolate.
andand the layer of coating over it is scary.
like 1cm thick of chocolate coating.
and you cant really taste the cake in the cake.
thats how sinful it is.
haha. pictures when i feel like it.

today is the day to the zoooooo.
group with DJ saric angeline and zhiyi.
ive got all their pictures.
candid. ahah.
and when angeline was measuring the head of the thingo, she suddenly scream and i so happened to take the photo of her screaming.
ahah.

the trip was fun but hot, sweltering and humid.
and we 're supposed to write a chinese compo on the zoo.
weiqi killed a bug while it was on his leg. LOL.

i've got nothing else to talk about.
buh-byes

hellohellos.
expo with mama today. sister went for classgathering/ bbq.
dear 2Gayers. i demand a classgathering.
:]
tsk, 惡作劇2吻 is draggy.
anyway, im finished with it.:]
yayness.
next on to another drama.

tommorow is the day to the zoooooooo.
haiyoyo.
i dk if i can wake up. 7.45 at school parade square. ahhhh.
tsk. not sleeping now.
blehs.

good luck wesley. :]
and of course dont tell drboon that.
no way you gonna tell her that you guaikia.

finished with the chinese book.
:] cant make myself to do any work.
its a nice book.
lalala.
ive started maple again. hahas.
starting all over again.
tsk. its a pathetic level 7. haha.
purely for entertainment purposes.

tsktsk. i think i gotta go sleep yeahs.
or ill like die tommorrw.
tsk..


life's a tsk for me. -_-ll

再一次拥有
编曲:吴庆隆 演唱:龚诗嘉


我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔



yanyan, agree with me. this song is nice.
:]

tsk, tyvm, i really needed that encouragement.
if comparing me with those people is what you call encouragements.
tyvm. i mean it.
yes very pro, 42 position in conhort.
yes very pro, 8 position in class.
yes very pro, 5 A1s.
indeed they all did much better than me.
compared to my ohhso nice C5 for english and B4 for chinese.
and not to mention A2 for science and a wonderful B4 for history, which i mugged so hard for.
i need the encouragements.
phrases like, "it would be better if everything was 70 and above." .......................
"its better if you were in top 100" O.O
"your father has been asking me about yuor results and i only could tell him that you failed your math common test. he is very disappointed you know..." wadever
"you must work harder, your sister is doing well you know."
and my sister didnt even get 70%< for overall. -_-
tyvm.
i scored a wonderful 6/20 for questions on comprehension section.
i was amazed myself.
so was my history. every section was a just pass.
how fufilling when u mugged hard and get that.


i shouldnt be complaining.
but i cant stop.
i dont care.
if that is what she wants. its want she wants.
and obviously, i didnt achieve it.
congratulations to those who got the marks they wanted.
but i still must say.
i LOVE dnt.
i LOVE art.
i LOVE elite.
they pulled my marks up by alot.


tm-ed with wenmin.
we walked till we dropped.
yoshinoya with her. yes beef is nice.
and mcflurry :] walkwalkwalk
ben 10 is stupid. the fairygodparents(?) are nicer.


lawl. trust. what is it to earn trust.
and what do u mean by keeping people in suspense of doubt.
i dont get it.
andand, i learnt that whats lost is lost.
the possiblilty of getting it back is near 0.
and another thing.
人只会在失去后才会学会珍惜.

tsk.

hellohellos.
post exam activities. movies!

english: the guardian
SEL: we are marshall
art: yamakasi first half
science: outbreak
history: pearl harbour
dnt: shutter && th 911 video && yamakasi second half

stupid jiangbei. talk so long.
we didnt get to watch the ending of the show.
actually i didnt watch the front part.
hehe. reading the chinese book.
didnt know it was so nice.
tsk. very nice. the guardian. yesyes.

shutter also. i didnt watch it last week.
but i "watched" it today.
haha. i was laughing and laughing.
cause i didnt watch the scary parts.
turned around/ closed eyes/ covered face.
and i was laughing at the others who were screaming.
lols

the 911 thingo. interesting
yesyes. cool manzxzx.
tsktsk american government.
太有心机了! tsktsk.
terrrorterrorterrorismterrorismterroristterrorist
lol.

doodling ang reading during marshall.
WE ARE MARSHALL! WE ARE MARSHALL!
lol.

outbreak only watched abit.
and today didnt watch. tsk.
chill manzxzx people.

and pearl harbour only got abit.
tsk.
its a cutted version. tsk. eeyer.

still, ashton kutcher is cute.
i agree with u saric/ winnie the pooh/ sarah.
but u too hua chi lehhs.
tsktsk. eeyer. telling the whole world about it.
eeyer tsktsk. lin feng, mao chun, brad pitt, ashton kutcher.
and any guy she find shuai in everyday life.
tsktsk.

war is going to break. tsk.
chill people.

show and share. i really dont know what samuel wants.
he didnt wirte his name on other groups.
he doesnt want to be mc.
doesnt want to come for rehersals.
tsk.

zoo on next tuesday. lawl.
tm-ed with wenmin on tuesday.
episode 17 part 10 of 惡作劇2吻 They Kiss Again.

idk why but blog is lagging while loading.
tsk.

mugmugmug. science physics.



laws of reflection



its cookie monster and ELMO.
tell you what. elmo is always cooler than cookie monster.
cause elmo has a nose while cookie monster doesnt.
ahah mandy.



me and poop/ shit/ sophia.



ken's softball gloves. haha.
he drew this thing on his calculator also.
cute.




that's my sister's bookmark. :]
haha. cum a hairclip.



o.o a poor man being disfigured.





zhisen. u gay-er.
look closly and you can see mr tam.



mr dear newgen phone.
its only the size of a ciggerate box.
:]



SUSHI!
i ate sushi, chococake, fried potato, noodles, bee hoon, spring roll, chicken wings, etc
anyway, i just ate ALOT.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious(?). Tends to be Good-looking.[o.o] Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think[神经大条] and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges[lol]. Like competition(?).

thats me?
i guess its kinda accurate. yesyes.
only the last line. idk if its true or not.
lalala.


results all back.
its damn good. good until i also cannot believe that i got such good grades.
first time you know.
haha. its damn good.

cca was B O R I N G
yepyep.
i dont like jiaolian.
as long as i start blowing, idk why, i will start yawning n yawning.

im not talking much.
showing black face to people for no reason.
a reason no one would know.
anti-social. extremist.
either i laugh like siao. or i show black face to everyone.


i hate you. 这该死的爱

hellohellos.
past fews days were 2 down and 3 more to go/ 4 down and 1 more to go
now its 5 down and 0 to go.
ohhyea.
muahahahahahahaha.
though its over, it feels like something is lost.
and its empty..
im afraid that my results are..
yepyep.

okay.
enough nagging.
went vivo with classmates.
cnt believe that its my first time going out with 2G classmates.
that shows how unbonded we are. C:
what happened in vegas ROCKED!
veryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery nice.
:]
1 quote "time heals all wounds" by jack's despo friend for joy.
carl's jr is FRIGGING EX i tell you.
boo.
i spent 11+ bucks n ended up stuffing the patty in my mouth.
glam. :]
the glamers. me sophia and annabella.
:]

i changed into classtee n fbt after the movie.
then changed back to uniform again.
haha. haha. haha.
spohia, for the last time.
can u TUCK-IN your classtee.
i know you look sexyae with the classtee looking like your sleeping gown,
but its obscene.
tyvm.

thats about it for today.

hihis.
lets take a break, as u can see, blog is dead.
me dont feel like blogging doing anything.
esp, mugging.
feel like lying down on my bed and stare at the ceiling.
not thinking of anything.
complicated thoughts.
boo.

anw, taking a break.
iwant to leave reality for a moment.
just for the time being.

tell u wad.
i hate youtube
freaking slow in uploading. i guess ive said this before, but still.
boo.

today's elaine's bdae.
yesyes
i randomly checked my phone calender and saw that its her bdae.
hahas.
fate.

lalalas.
im watching shows online.
aint studying.
dont feel like it.
but i feel bad.
whos cares.
lalala.

still hate youtube.
boo.

PICSPICSPICS:]




ohhyea. dear dnt. success! :]



omg. W910i white. DROOLSS!!!! ahhhhhhh.



view outside my classroom window.
sitting at the side gives u a better view:]



muahahahahah. guess who's tt. its ken wakakakaka.
so cute hor :]

dounts. i ate 3 of them after dinner. bloated.



if u look closely, u cn see ms sia :]



my ohhso neat n tidy table.



sexyae legs :] (left: nicholas right: samuel)



nicholas. why?要打架啊? come lah.

hellohellos
short post

sci project undone
TRYING to make myself do. but doesnt seem to be useful
slackking off.
idk what ive been doing the whole day.
i really dont.
its sad u know.

tried to study. but ended up doing chinese corrections.
took me whole afternoon.
never knew it was so time consuming.
tell u what.
i failed my math ct
hahaha.
last yr was C6 to A1 den now its A1 to D7
woohoo.
clap hands. [from wenmin]
lalala. ought to do homework now.
tatas~

watching jap anime version of 恶作剧之吻 Itazura na Kiss

1 quote.
"peoples feelings can change. Like, you maybe hate someone today, but you might come to love that person tomorrow" irie植树

boo.
head's cracking.
yaryar.
on thur the blue bin came for collection.
nic was still infront of me.

vanessa nicholas mr.tam
the women are getting stronger n one day they will overpower the men.
yar cause they use the blue bin
haha. n cause men usedrink the red bean in the blue bin
lol!!

it ended up with
red bean, green bean and soya bean in the blue bin
haha!!!
damn sick. please ask for definations if you want to know.
its damn sick.

okayokay..
not done any hw.
BOO!
dunno hw an i gg to fin my shouzha by mon. blehx.

boo.. new seating arragement..
boo.. feel so empty.
nic, angeline n kianleong gone.
left me sam n ken.
booboo.
new comers.
zhisen n christabell(?)

so very quiet during lessons i tell u.
booboo.

i spilled my drink today at home n my mum screamed at me.
:] haha.

im lazy to post.
ive got alot to post but lazy.
boo.

GARY=STALKER SNAIL.
BOO!
2Gayers. LOOK AT GARY'S SHOUZHA.
HE STALKER.
BOO.

tmr's the first day of changing seating arragement
chill angeline. :]

sadded.
my talking ppl are all gone.
BOO!

crap.
dnt done.
chi done.
BOO!

damn undone homework.
shouzha.
science project.
math worksheet.
shihan.

BOO!

sharing secrets?
yeswenmin:]

quote from mr ng

zip your mouth up. lock it. and throw away the key.

:]

okk lets see..
cca ytd. slacking.
dnt ytd. a total fuss.

i skipped recess and lunch for that fuss.
my brain almost crack i tell u.
troublesem
but i finished doing it in the end. :D

cca. slack. jiaolian never come.
sec2s mostly doing dnt.
sec1s mostly having pw.
yesyes.
dazu-ed abit with sec3s then they went to see nc koh for the concert.
it took them 1hr+++++++
tsktsk.
meanwhile we were prac-ing songs. nice songs. xiaoyequ+sabredance+storyoflove+laplaya
not so nice songs. xibao+yingchuan hua.
:D
after that i was really bored and we played kaifanle at pink tiles.
i was guo tiao gan bu yao la jiao. :DDD
nicenice.

ohh yar forgot about the litE drama.
its fun
i was the PRINCIPAL:DDD dr.boon dr.lim
wesley insisted.
funfun.
went to 85 to hav bubble tea at first.
bought BLUE CORAL + JELLY FOR NICHOLAS.
haha.
andand he switched places with khanliang.
i more person to talk with/ be irritated/ bullied by.
STOP YOUR STUPID WEIJIE WOULD YOU!!
he's obssessed with the whole wei jie thing. ken also.
nic: weijie weijie weijie....
ken: i cannot say that weijie likes vanessa. i cannot. opps, i just said that weijie likes vanessa. cannot say......
crazy people.
but ever since he moved, the place became muchMUCH cooler.
the wind doesnt like u khanliang. :]

samuel shared his 1F drama on thur wen ms teo din cme. (amos is given birth!)
so exciting* haha
esp the part about johnny wangwang n the 7 BB boys.
johnny gets bullied, the other 6 BB boys stop polishing their boots, belt.
stands up n attack the bully.
hahas.

kinda went crazy ytd.
after recess(after doing dnt) i went back class.
walked in. shocked.
linlaoshi was thr.
then i apologised and wanted to get my stuff to go up for lessons.
stupid samuel blocked my way. D:
chionged up.
jiangbei not there yet. nevermind.
was very distracted with things that happened at the workshop.
bad mood. sorry sam, didnt mean to call u asshole/dickhole. :/
who call u irritate me. :]


im gg crazy very often.
from apr 4 08:

idk why am i feeling this.
the feeling under the skin is exploding.
idk if i can keep it there.
people make me fustrated.
im making myself even more fustrated.
when it explodes, just keep out.
and dont believe a single shit i say.

and to add on to it,
my heart is controlled by a really weird someone.
it will just go haywired n i'll go mad for some weird reasons.
it just adds on to the moods.
im contridicting my feelings too much,
that someone, because of that someone.

lol

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

http://www.blogthings.com/quickanddirtyiqtest/">A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

taylor swift - tear drops on my guitar.
i like this more.
the previous song
sara berilla - love song.
nice too. but i like this more.
right munmun? :]

hellohellos
oohh-laalaa

okays..
today commontest.
physics. irritated people yesterday to tell me if I=V/R or I=R/V
lol.
haha
mr tam kuku one lah. give wrong anwser. make me so blur.
its ok. 2marks gone. thanks. i needed that.

P.E. im starting to like mr.sayadi(?)
only the pumping/running part.
its irritating.
but i LOVE the whole rugby/basketball things.
especially the 2 ROUNDS AROUND THE BASKETBALL COURT FOR WARM UP.
:) hahas.

cca. joshua in charge. haha.
he's so akaward in front of the whole orchestra.
slacking. well, i like sabre dance+xiaoyequ. its nice/fun.

chionged art like siao.
talked to much about cartoons the last week.
powerrangers/hi5/bobthebuilder/pokemon/blue'sclues/barney/dora/teletubbies/digimon/pb&jotter etc. yayness
muahahahas.

im telling you.
english is freaking boring.
BORING.
its either we irritate ms sia or its damn boring.
sorry ms sia but this IS what i feel.

chionged dnt too.
couldnt fin
stayed back during 1st recess to do.
STUPID YANYAN never wait for me/tell me she's going already.
until jolyn[2C] told me that recess goiung the end in 3MINS.
i ran back.

BLAH!

GOD THE CHINESE THING IS DRIVING ME NUTZ!

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NONONONONONONONONONO! I HATE THAT SHYT.






BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hellohellos.
im not doing homework.
BLEHX!
slacking and slacking.
finding blogskins.
:DD

im so bored.
i hate doing chinese shouza.
so mafan lah

im determined to ignore.
before all that feeling comes back again when i start to talk to you.
ignoreingoreignore.
but i just can stop thinking about you.
i cant.


cca today.
jiaolian nvr cme again.
WOOHOO
sectionals till 2.40 den da zu until 3.20
den jie san!
shuang manzxzx.
i didnt feel like going home so stayed in sch till 5+ with wenmin n others.
talked.
alot.
shared our thoughts, feelings.
she's pissed off. by things. quite a no. of things.
i was just listening and trying to help.
i didnt confess.
dont feel like it.
i dunt know.
sry wenmin, i cant make myself to say it.
im such a bad frend.

ok about the week.
we had history drama. funny.
khanliang and auston's dress.
dave and weehong's moustach(?)
johnnywangwang's curses.lol.

science lab. CONDOM!
the visking tube looked like condom.
lol.
the poor eggs, looked so foamy.
blue condom soaked in yellow liquid.
hahahaha.
the funniest part is where angeline told ms.haryati that it's a condom and she never scold. instead she said:"if you are promoting SAFE SEX then GOOD."
LOL lah.

PE.
basketball! or i should say, passing+captain's ball.
knee injured but i dont care lahhs.
carried on playing. haha.
hongming sprained his ankle.

classdeco. abit of anger.
its kinda quieten down abit.
its nice. with the help of gary.
its muchmuchmuch better now.

tuesday with GANGERS!
actually its on me sheila keith n weishan. +meiying.
with sheila n keith 2st den weishean+meiying came.
prata+choco fondue
then movie.
right that...
we watched BUCKET'S LIST.
keith insisted somehting else but there wasnt any time solt other than that.
its crap in the first half.
keith was like 'roll eyes'
i was laughing at stupid things.
the next half was better.
whole thing, meaningful. though without all those special effects+babes n hunks.
but ok lahh

new our classroom damn hot.
for people sitting near the windows.
its like suana.
during maths mock test i was sweating like crazy.
-.-

雨过天晴

i totally agree.

helloshellos. gosh the fonts look weird.
today jiaolian nvr cme.
yayness.
cca till 2.40
wakakaka.
u people xianmu bah.
wenmin wanted me to go out with her nt i couldnt.
dunno wad shit about my leg lah.

ohh yar.
about my leg.
i fell down n taupok-ed rachel n hit my leg at the same time when playing rugby.
yesyes.
minor sprain says the doctor.
its recovering lah.
rugby is fun manzxzx.
ohh n im excused from pe/ not suppoesd to go for pe nextweek.
n we r starting on basketball.
damn it.

the week was ok.
some stuff about the changing of classrooms.
history common test.
history skit.
skit was funny.
khanliang and auston had nice revealing miniskirts.
haha.

not going to chior concert tommorrow.
cries.
max havent tell wenmin if there's extra tickets.
and mama wont let.
relatives from malaysoa coming tommorrow.
gosh.
so.....


idk why am i feeling this.
the feeling under the skin is exploding.
idk if i can keep it there.
people make me fustrated.
im making myself even more fustrated.
when it explodes, just keep out. and dont believe a single shit i say.