seriously, why go for a 2year bgr instead of (maybe) a 10 year friendship?

okay, im an extremist. but whatever.
relationships are a big nono to me. for now.
i guess the person who can change my mindset and touch me would really be the one.
hahas. it feels so weird talking about stuff like this.
cause i see LOTSA people in love and outta love again so frequently and i ask myself, why?
tooo me its seriously no point. im kinda coldblooded. i admit it.


i watch hana kimi last episode just now and i almost cried.
leaving is just so hard. hais... makes me think about my own past.
primary school was once.
beijing was once.
next would be secondary school.


i was stoning through the day and managed to finish my tution homework plus some chinese stuff.
i was thinking. (again)
im such a loner
孤单，是一个人的狂欢。狂欢，是一群人的孤单。《叶子》阿桑
its from a chinese song. duh! i really makes alot of sense.
i was thinking about myself and how i treat people. some kind of self-examination(?)
CONCLUTION: im self centered at times, 做事不经过大脑/想太多, i let my mood take control of everything i do. sulking scares people off. i know that. thanks to amirah. she thought that i was very scary cause i was always sulking. that was during P6. it still happens.


the day went by and i felt that life is so aimless.
whatever.




picture(s) as promised.













































































(oh yes and new songzxzx. elliot yamin: wait for you.)