hello. SPA today. tsk.
i burnt my finger(s).
it was crap manzxzx. total crapness.
tsk. life's getting boring.

im not talking to people.

im finding blogskins.

im antipeople. o.o

im all shutted up.

crap. its happeneing again.
idk what to post like AGAIN.
ive been using the com the whole afternoon.
there's mock sci test tommorrow but who cares.
ive got english graphic organizer/ art/ tution homework but who cares.

honey and clover is licensed! freak.
ISWAK anime is totally BORING.
blog hoped.
i saw wesley's primary school class blog and linked to this http://redsports.sg/category/basketball/ and found a voting thing.
ahah! i voted for AHS basket ballers.
lame.

ohh yes, speaking of basketball, AHS basketball C'div girls and boys finals against duman sec today.
i only know that the guys won them.
yay!

i watched the dumanhigh match and saw 166! ahah!
so long ago. P6 tution at cherben's.
haiyo, so long never see them already. i heard that her have a baby.
tsk, he dont look as tall anymore. ahah! #13. lousy.
im a meanie!

OHH YES!!!!!!!!!!! i shunked. omg.
152cm. WTH. o.o im soooo frriggggggggggggggging short.
and fat.

seriously, why go for a 2year bgr instead of (maybe) a 10 year friendship?

okay, im an extremist. but whatever.
relationships are a big nono to me. for now.
i guess the person who can change my mindset and touch me would really be the one.
hahas. it feels so weird talking about stuff like this.
cause i see LOTSA people in love and outta love again so frequently and i ask myself, why?
tooo me its seriously no point. im kinda coldblooded. i admit it.


i watch hana kimi last episode just now and i almost cried.
leaving is just so hard. hais... makes me think about my own past.
primary school was once.
beijing was once.
next would be secondary school.


i was stoning through the day and managed to finish my tution homework plus some chinese stuff.
i was thinking. (again)
im such a loner
孤单，是一个人的狂欢。狂欢，是一群人的孤单。《叶子》阿桑
its from a chinese song. duh! i really makes alot of sense.
i was thinking about myself and how i treat people. some kind of self-examination(?)
CONCLUTION: im self centered at times, 做事不经过大脑/想太多, i let my mood take control of everything i do. sulking scares people off. i know that. thanks to amirah. she thought that i was very scary cause i was always sulking. that was during P6. it still happens.


the day went by and i felt that life is so aimless.
whatever.




picture(s) as promised.













































































(oh yes and new songzxzx. elliot yamin: wait for you.)

I WANT TO WATCH CAMP ROCK!
it looks cooler tham hsm.
grr..... i dont have disney.

cca today.
watched the AHS vs EAST VIEW match.
first time watching AHS playing. hahas.
its was kinda boring.
EV no.7 looks like junwei.
i was asking wenmin. hey, basket ball match got how many quaters ar?
1/4 * 4 = 1 o.o
my math sucks. hahahas.

gosh. everytime during the week ive got alot of things in my head that i want to post about. but when i sit in front of the comptuer, i just cant find anything to talk about. o.o

im on NANA book 8. actually finiahed it already.
mandy passed me the book witht the plastic cover on. she called me to remove it myself.
im reading nana, so is christabel. rachel's on deathnote. christabel is on oruan high host club too.
annabella's on hellgirl and life.
woah! the manga virus. ahah.

lets see, i havent got the pictures from sheila yet.
i'll post it when i get them.

ACC! pleasezxzx people. tyvm.

i was tired thorugh the whole week and yawning through jiangbei's lessons.
today was the only day that was better.
ms nisrin is sick.

YAY! my cream puffs were chiozxzx! chio creamless cream puffs.
hmmmm...... i saw weekiat today too. haha.
no.13. tsk, u da-er.
tsktsktsk.
ESSS basketball jersey is gay. black, red, white.
AHS is nicer. green, white. :]

i shall stop here. have alot of tests on the upcoming week and the week after. and have to do art/homec/chinese.
im guai. :D



(wenmin, u dont have to say that im the guaikia type of chio. i know im not chiozxzx.)

show&share was cool! i tell you.
i went out to do my 6lined acting and was telling samuel that i felt like an idiot.
o.o haha. but the whole experience was fun.
it wasnt as screwed as i thought i would be.
du shu hui after that.
it was cool too.
i was like shouting to shiyin(MC) there.
tianjiao was doing last minute script writing but she and the other girl rocked the speech.
only very few classes presented.
whatever. but me and gary presented too.
laughing at gary. muahahah.
2G and 2F got the prize thing. and i got a stapeler which i gave to my sister.
ahah!

POO is buttock vomit! haha. i saw this on someone's blog.
i cant stop thinking about you. :] but its all better now.

haha. show and share is screwed.
napfa tommorrow too.
eeyer.
and that stupid yanjiang/du shu hui thingo.
still dont know what to say.
....

groggy/irritated/annoyed/sleepy feelings in school the whole day.

im posting in another post(?) cause its 2 seperate things.
tution tommorrow nad i rushed my compo before heading out today.
thank god i finished it.

my cute little baby sister was late home today from here NBC + dinner with bandmates and we couldnt contact her.
i was thinking: GOD! starhub really does suck.
totally couldnt contact with her.
my parents got paranoid and stuff which made me anxious too.
haha. but she came home at 8.30. apperantly her phone battery was flat and so was her bandmates' phone.
so she couldnt contact us.
i think called like 30x and my mum called like 20x
all it was was: starhub is unable to contact with the user. please call back later.
something like that.

happy birthday sheila wee! SWXR :]

sheila's birthday today and went out for a movie with her and syifa.
long time since i met up with syifa.
elaine/weishan/spencer/munmun/keith couldnt come. :(
i reached there at like 1.25pm and sheila called me to run to cs cause the movie starts at 1.30
i didnt even know what movie we were watching.
i reached there and they said that we are watching hellboy2 and i was like okayy...
movie started and all.
(in my mind: who is hellboy?)
i didnt catch hellboy1 but i could understand the movie in all.
it was okay. sheila was like: its so sweet!
im like: ? wadever.

mac @CPF building.
ohh yes. did i mention? the popcorn was sweet. like very sweet. and syifa has eating disorder :]
they were like sticking to each other (popcorn i mean)
i was like sucking one of the rock sugar(?) from the popcorn and sheila was biting it.

right mac was sheila taking uber long time to finish her mcspicy and random convers.
sheila loves to blabber. hahas.
convers with uneasy pauses in between.
talked quite alot.
we were trying very hard to take a good picture but it was somehow impossible hahas.

maybe going mug hang out with them on thursday again.

yesterday was another 2G'o8 bbq.
ahah. its sooo funny.
i met with zhiyi at tamp mall.
took mrt/bus there. reached pasir ris park and tried looking for the pit and saw ken.
ken, samuel and angeline were together.
they were carrying the food and 10bottles of 1.5l drinks.
lawl. they took taxi there and the uncle dropped them at one end of the park when the pit was at the other end.
reached the pit and yanmin and hongming were there.
follwed by khanliang with elton and zhisen.
rented bikes and it started to drizzle.
lalala.

stupid ken/zhisen/woonkee.
scam me. o.o
ms haryati and ms nisrin came at 7+.
me and woonkee went to ehub for extra food and charcoal.
ken/hongming/kianleong went to play arcade o.o
we lost the reciept for the bike rental and the aunty give black face/nagnag.
auston/kianleong/nicholas/eunice/cornelia/olivia came afterwards.
cornelia/eunice were sexy. :]

true or dare/gambled poker after finishing the food.
funfun. went home when the guys went to arcade again.
the whole bbq was fun.
noisy zhisen did the flamethrower act with his deoderant and lighter.
samuel had his own versoin with the matchsticks.
cool. :D

woonkee has 1mth left in singapore.
gahhh. gonna miss her. hahas.

andand fyi, gary's china partner has coolzxzxzxzx hair.
and rachel's china partner is chiozxzxzxzx.



(samuel said that he blew the harmoc until he want to faint/ was dizzy O:)

miniphone is coolzxzx.
wesley that guaikai studystudystudy until fainted.
he siao lor. so sick already still study. somemore study till fainted.
o.o haiyo. still in hospital.

samuel in HO now.
yay! haha. maybe joining octave or yigao.
hahahah. he FINALLY got cca.

lalala. caligraphy today. funfun.
that sarah and zhiyi ar, lesson time also can talk about guys. haiyo.
tsktsktsk.

newgen phone is cool i tell you.

there was show and share today.
2A and 2B.
grrr.. so scary lah. idk how wil ours be.
i hope the audience wont bore off.
god. and im like the stepmother. o.o
rehersals on next tuesday after school, wednesday sel and thursday before school.
yes. 2G jiayou.

saturday's bbq. please make it possible.
for angeline.

佐贺的超级阿嬷 on thursday.
i guess i failed the previous test. o.o
10 marks question i write 3 lines. yay.

phone screwed.
back to newgen. like wth.
gotta live with it.
await my new phone.
tsk.

im trying to reach my goals.
the goals i set for myself.
the goals that seems so wonderful and fufilling.
just thinking of it.
but its impossible to reach it.
i admire at those who achieved it, and laugh at myself.
laughing cause i cant achieve it, at the efforts i put into it.
stupid niiave thinking.
i tried to put in effort in everything i do, but the result is the same.
no matter what i do, its the same.
i try very hard. very very hard.
but its all in vain.



it ell myself what is right.
like what a councilor will tell you.
all the correct answers/ moves you should take.
my mind tells me to go in that direction.
but my heart tells me to go in the other direction.
i feel empty.
not the type that makes you feel like a hole big portion is missing.
but those with little but many holes.
the feeling isnt intense. but its lingers in your heart.
it feels numb. it numbs your whole body, mind.



i try to keep a smile on.
its working. but when im alone.
the feeling comes back.
no one seems to know. im good at acting am i?

hellohellos
its been a long time since i last blogged.
longlong time
lots of things happened.

im finding it hard to keep my unusual temper.
its like i suddenly blow up for either no reason or minor reasons.
its so minor that i could have laugh at it if it happened to me merely 2 months back.
and once i blow up, i dont know what to do.
i just dont get it, i dont get why i get angry just like that.
its just isnt logical.
i dont get it.

ive finally got over the emotional downfall(?) during the holidays and now i get this crap.
negative/ contradicting thoughts fill my mind.
i cant stop.
im reading this book called "the nature of jade"
its about a girl with panic disorder and a love for elephants.
she even have a webcam with full view of the elephants from the nearby zoo on her computer.
one day she sees a boy with a redjacket and a baby from the webcam and falls in love with him.
"its like desert girl falling in love with sea boy. althought we cant see each other, we know that there is a connection between the both of us."
the story talks about her dealing with her family, medical, freinds and love problems.
its cool.

bbq was only 15 people of the class.
but was cool. finally got nice bbq food.
thanks annabella and dave. maybe hongming too:]

first day of school. attire check. nevermind about that.
but i got caught for not tucking in my shirt?!
thats kind of weird cause apparently i did.
i was super afriad that she will catch my short skirt which was altered wrongly.
haiyo. i like ms nisrin's story/ debate thingo.
its fun.

im trying to prepare for show and share.
im trying.
i havent done my zuowen, actually half done.
going bugis with dear cuz tommorrow.
havent study or anything
shit. ive been reading the boook the whole day.
i love 10.30am mornings.

bbq tommorow.
finally a 2G outing.
cca from 9 to 3 or 4.
shitzx.
i reallyreally hope that jiaolian wont come or i'll be bored to death.
and idk how am i going to wake up tommorrow anyway.
heyhey, i was a good girl who tried to do her homework but my pen all no ink.
haas! i cant do anyhome work with pens rights? muahaha.

monday and tuesday were tv and computer dayz.
papa finally come back today and he's not going back anymore.
idk whether its a yay or boo.
hahas.
i think tommorrow i'll have papa to send me to ecp.
idk how to go and i dont want to waste money on cabbing.

my hair is short.
i mean my fringe.
its kinda weird. boo.
well i hope we can at least set up the fire quickly tommorrow.
last year 1L'o7 bbq was eating beehoon with sataystick and waiting for like 3hours for the fire to start.
i hope it will be sucessful. or eveyone would be going to marine parade to eat. XD

tatas~ have a good day.

Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people (with blogs) to do it. Do not read the question first, name the people first.-
1. wenmin xd
2. yanyan
3. zhiyi
4. hazelCHEONG
5. shiyin
6. jeelee
7. stephaine
8. weiqi
9. chelseaCHIN
10. chelseaYEO
11. shayting
12. simone
13. sheila
14. weishan
15. elaine
16. spencer
17. donavan
18. keith
19. daniel
20. amirah

How did you met 14? WEISHAN
eastspringprimaryschool. 5B'o5. 6B'o6.

What will you do if you never met 1? WENMIN
i'll lose a secret sharer. and a bestaye.

Will 6 and 17 date? JEELEE&DONAVAN
they dont even know each other.

Describe 3? ZHIYI
never look at things on the outside. she's not what you think she is.

Is 8 attractive? WEIQI
im sure he is to no.7 :]

Describe 7? STEPHAINE
she's weiqi. and whinney, rollercoaster emotions and loud. :]
but i guess she's still quite a good friend.

Do you know any of 12 family members? SIMONE
sure. i know her whole family.

What language does 15 speaks? ELAINE
english, chinese and somehow french. she's a smarty lilgirl who had thridlang.

Who is 9 going out with? chelseaCHIN
seanhui says he is. XD

How old is 16? SPENCER
14 years old. yesterday was his birthday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SPENCER!

When was the last time you spoke to 13? SHEILA
let me see. hmm.... the last th gang outing. its been long.

Who is 20 favourite singer/band? AMIRAH
i have no idea. O:

Have you ever dated 4? hazelCHEONG
nope. sexy long legs is wanted.

Would you ever date 1? WENMIN
yeah. lets go dating at tm again. XD

Is 19 single? DANIEL
hmm... he have BOYfriends.

What's 10 last name? chelseaYEO
chenxi. chelxiyeozzzzzzz!

Would you ever be in relationship with 11? SHAYTING
O.O im no lesbian.

What is the school of 3? ZHIYI
AHS

Where does 6 lives? JEELEE
Tampines.

What's your favourite thing about 5? SHIYIN
she's ohhso hyper and loud.

Have you ever seen 2 naked? YANYAN
no way. tsk.

Five people to do it:
1. yanyan
2. sheila
3. syifa
4. munmun
5. sophia

wenmin's quizzzzz.

Your birthday means that you are an early morning person.
You like water and water sports, and your best colors are blue and gray. You are artistic and love to express yourself in many different ways. While you tend to be more of an introverted person, that does not mean you sit at home. On the contrary, you have the best ideas when it comes to going places and finding things to do. You are very innovative and excel at creativity.

okay.. its soo not true
but yes. i love to express myself in many different ways.
haahs
im talking to random people.
people. i havent talked to in a longlong time
and sometimes, its not good being TV QUEEN cause there's nothing to watch now.
._.

lalala.

CALL ME THE TV QUEEN. tyty:]

hellohellos.
slept at 11.30 last night and woke up 12hrs later.
went out with wenmin and isabel (wenmin's friend) on monday.
testerday was tv day.
i finally finished my jian bao.
honey clover episode 15:]
wenmin asked for shows last night.
hence, ive decided to write down all the show sive watched.
wenmin, here's your list:]

wait, i've realised.
i can never write them all out.
since i was primary 1:]
i rmb my first taiwan drama was a MVP 情人 or 流星花园.
first korean drama was 爱上女主播.
therefore, i cant really name them all out.
hmm...okay, for wenmin's sake, i shall write those nicer ones

#1. attack no.1 [jap]
#2. hanayori dango 1&2 [jap]
#3. hana kimi [jap & taiwan]
#4. 1 litre of tears [jap]
#5. sky of love [jap]
#6. ISWAK 1&2 [anime & taiwan]
#7. tokoyo friends [jap]
#8. 恋爱女王 [taiwan]
#9. 天国的树 [korean]
#10. ive got countless korean shows :] about 30+
#11. ive got countless taiwan shows too! xD about at least 25 :]

yay! above mentioned shows are recommended
yay! call me the tv queen.

hellohellos.
pasir ris park on friday with mama and sister.
first time cycling with mama.
haha
went to white sands for dinner and saw ms ng there.
long timeno see.
i guess since last year's teacher's day.

saturday was stoning at home and dinner with mum's friend at home.
o.o
it was a o.o
but at least i had good food once in awhile during such dinners :]

today was tution till 3.
woke up at 10.30 when tution starts at 11.
haha me.

new show.
honey and clover anime.
angeline's watching the taiwan version which i detest cause its on youtube my dear.
youtube's a tsk.
and hana kimi jap version on tv.
56 every saturday:]

according to dave: im sianzz
(bored= nothing to do
sianzz= bored by the thing you are doing)
yesyes. by the shows.
but ive got nothing to do.
and dont want to do hw.
plszxzx. its the hols.
and just when im typing the word "hw", mama asks "are you doing any hw?"
o.o
im having random conversations
yay.

zhongjin's doggy pic




trees



shoes




hihi!

i took this when i was going down the slope.




horse stable





heart shaped clouds



the trio




yay!




who live's in a coconut under the tree?




she's trying to ride the bike. and she did it.
congrats! its the first time she has rode a bike in her life.





hellohellos

angeline screams




nopenope. its no yellow big bird




zhiyizhiyi




DJ!!!!




woonkee :]




supsup saric! C:

downtown east. sister's bbq.

weiqi's house yesterday.
with steph there.
about 30minutes to 1hour at elias mall badminton court.
with weiqi's other 2 friends.
i couldnt really make up my mind to go or not. but i still went in the end.
hmm... i guess we should really meet up together more.

tm today with mama.
swensens after longlong time.
fish and chips as always.
the whole day was a blur for me. haiyoyo, i thought that i went to swensens yesterday while stoning just now.
and im eating alot.
tsktsk, alotalotalotalotalot manzxzxzx.
im fat.
o.o