piss me off

seriously, i fucking hate you.
think you cute ar?

pissed off and i cant vent on anyone cause its not fair for that person.
whats your whole point? make my life miserable? grats, you've done it.
for about a year or so? idk. i dont fucking care what you think of me.
judge, laugh, ignore, ive been through all these already.
you make fun of me, i look like an idiot in the end.
i am one.

i have feelings. does anyone see anything?
i am a sensible person. is that even a good thing? i doubt so.
i comfort people. i understand how you feel. i try to get you out of the stick situation.
but when it comes to myself, who cares? im sensible enough to make my own decisions.
always the one who knows what to do.

i know what homework there is what period is next, what to do for some crap subject, what to tell the person who is pissed off with you, how to apologise properly, how to do all the fucking sai gang for the class, how to make people happy, how to this and that.
wa? vanessa also will scold bad word one ar? wa? vanessa also wont do homework one ar? wa? vanessa also can like that one ar?
hello earthlings, i am a human also. get that point in your head.

i just cant stand you. ive been bothered alot by you since hell knows when.
even when nothing happens, im fucking bothered by you.
you make me want to stuff my head in my pillow and never get up again.

crap shit. go die.


i hate you.